you..

I know I said this before few years ago...
i don't care too much about that... time goes by and changes many things in life....

"I want you so much... I mean it...
and God if you do exist... and if this is all your plan... well.. You will let me be with her... give me strength and chance to make everything done... I love her and I want to make 'us' come true..."

honestly... now... it's all about you... Bernadeta Dian Kencana.... :)

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you start to hate me...

This what i told you long time ago about chasing me down. I'm not a good person to rely on, at least at this moment.

Two days ago I tried to call you hoping that you were home so we could meet even for only few minutes. However, you didn't answer. and you did not call me back or text me to notice me that you are okay.

I dont expect anything from us, but if you want to stop then it is better for me to keep the distance. I know it hurt but you will heal. If you say that dont have anything to be healed than you must be under someone's influence.

Well then, have a great life and better hope. Godspeed!!! wish you all the best. :)

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the power of not knowing

sebaiknya kita tak selalu tahu...
tapi... ego kita selalu bicara..
ingin tahu.. dan terus ingin tahu..

dan ego itu menang...
ahh...

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